Dropped my course

I withdrew from my on-line college course, because with all my other priorities (f/t job, 3 kids, running a household, adjusting to the move) I wasn't able to do all the reading, researching, and writing that doing well in this course requires.

I feel ambiguous: sad and relieved. The kids & DH say they're not disappointed in me. They're being very supportive.

One of my personal philosophies is that you can have it all, but maybe not all at the same time.